Amptrooper,
You've been through an ordeal that only would be understood by someone who has experienced it first hand. You are an inspiration to all, with your strength and courage. To borrow a line from one of the greatest fictional leaders, Amp, "fate rarely calls upon us at a moment of our choosing." (Optimus Prime Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen) You have been dealt a challenge of utmost courage and you are a strong character that will rise above the occasion, living by example of true spiritual strength.
In my eyes, you are a TRUE hero.
Most Admiration,
HAN SOLO