A grumpy rant that will prolly get edited or some such nonsence but I just want to ramble on.
I cant get a job ged or not, All thanks to what our wounderfull leaders decisions over the last few years have caused, I got no money, I spend most of my time on my only 360 game thats not even mine.
I try to keep myself busy by hanging out with some friends and play cards(MTG) but latly they have been hard to get ahold of.
Whats even more funny is that I have thought on joining the army but it seems thats not a good route to take these days cause they are over flowing and xxx I dont even think I would pass a physical or psychological evaluation.
So I heard that this company out east(far far east) build this thing called a mass colider, so I am hoping for mass catastrophic falure and they cant hit the off switch cause the black hole they made keeps sucking all of time and existance into it and utterly destroys everything.
Well technically wouldent destroy it persay cause a black hole dosent destroy it eats and eats and eats, and the bigger it gets from eating up everything around it will eventually colaps in on itself and thus creating a newer larger solar system.
Unless the discover channel has lied to me which it has done so before, honestly I think what we need is a good disaster on a world scale level, Yes dark and evil sounding and will prilly get edited out.
But honestly I think this world needs a huge slap in the face for a major step back cause we are way way to advanced for our own good and I can smell the wrath that we will bring down on ourselves.
There is equivalent exchange and we will all pay for it with our existance, I just dont want to be around for that kinda judgment.
So yes yes yes, all sorts of dark and drearyness going on, un-becomming of me I guess but this is a side I rarly ever show outside of my own mind, but it wasent all so bad, I remember a time when things were all happy and one dident have a care in the world but when you have a dream about your own death and the what I think is the end of man you have a darker outlook on life.
We are not all going to be here for long, in teh span and the vastness of the universe we are a small speck of sand in the hourglass, So why is it that we are so conserned with everything that we call day to day living? Why must we be so conserned with jobs, money, status quo, etc ect ect ect?
I dont get it, I havent got it sence I had the dream when I was about 10-15 years old(cant remember exactly), But I dont understand why we have to be so do this so that have to do this inorder to live.
Ever look at the ants and smash the hill? thers something bigger out there thats wating to walk by and smash us too and when it comes I am not going to be so worried about it.
I have looked back at the history of humanity alot with tv shows and books and what not and ever sence we could speak a known language we have been at war with one another, we are a race of war mongers, Everytime thers a war we are involved with it,
Why? why do you care so much about this piece of dirt here when that piece of dirt is just as good? Why do we care how outher countrys run there country? Why must we constently stick our nose in places where it dosent belong? All its going to do is make our echonomey go even further down the preverbial toilet.
Why does the rich class pay numerically less in taxes than the middel class? And speaking of cash, all teh wealth that people have accumulated, you know in the billions and whatnot, do we have enough gold to back all them numbers up? Sure we do cause your us $ bill equals out to about 50 cents.
Speaking of cash again, this new federal health bill, its just going to put our country even further in dept, and thoes that cant pa into it they will be fined or imprisoned! WHO CAME UP WTH THAT IDEA! Yes lets put more people in jails to make the state taxes go up to keep them there, and then when they come out they still have to pay this fine! Did you know that the majority of lockup homes wil let you stay longer and essentually the state pays for your fine?
If you dont pay your fines they lock you up again, so your working your butt off to pay for this fine, you cant get an extention and your halfway to pay the fine off, dont ahve it int ime they lock you up, you go to jail, your job isent going to wait for you to come back and now look, your boned.
Into poverty you go, you get desperate and you start stealing, you get cought you go back to jail, you get out you got a fine to pay what do you do?
America is the greatest country to live in apparently, question though what other country is there that dosent have the economical problems that we do? did you know our national dept counter had to have the small "0" moved to make room for another ","?
How about the influx of illegals that we have in this country, all they are doing is making the nationals poorer cause the illegal will work for $6.50/hour instead of paying the one that was born here $8.50/hour.
Thats how bad our country is we will do these things so the rich can stay rich, the poor get poorer and the illegals are living it up off our state taxes.
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So is it wrong for me to ask for a huge worldwide disaster?