Sad news, man. :(
Your work looked great, and your videos had that "honest, dependable, family man" kind of theme. You have the support of Erv, Yoda, and every other respected member of this community.
So many "positives" for such an apparently humble saber-smith. Great qualities, coupled with the anticipation of your creative talents... *sigh* You will be missed. But, you gotta do what's right for you...
Take care. We hope all works out for you.